My journal is a love letter I write to my muse almost daily. He and I rarely speak so it is how I communicate through the distance, through the hope and fear, through the doubt, through holding too tightly and giving up entirely.

The truth isn’t something static; it is a living, breathing forest in and of itself. Sometimes, we don’t want to hear the truth because the truth is always inconvenient in some ways. But many of us find that living closer to truth or dharma is just a plain relief. It’s a plain relief not holding ourselves back, not having to pretend, not having to force things, and not having to make anything happen, just being able to relax. 

1 I worked knowing this day would come. The day after the end of the world.

2 I worked in silence and in haste, unsure if what I saw ahead was a mirage, the mirage of a re-emergence or the madness of having made a descent.

There is a weightlessness to it in the same way that the mind is free when the body floats in salt water, because no energy is spent on holding up the organs. That energy is released into the body and thought moves onto a different plane or dimension.