Our first and genuine experience of turn on can be disconcerting.
It is a moment of absolute and total possession, of being struck by the lightning we have spent a lifetime trying to outrun.
It occurs as the sensation and the actual experience of the arcing of the body. The jolt too powerful for the mind to hold against.
Imagine the first jolt of habituated climax, now turn the volume up ten-fold, now extend it indefinitely until it is done with us. This is an experience of turn on.
Now feel how anything static is blown out and everything that remains is electrified.
Now feel how there is no aspect of the body that is not electrified in this way.
How the lightning took over the whole body from the top of the head and beyond through the arches of the feet.
Listen for the hum that comes with it. Feel the blood circulating, the heart pumping, everything coursing and alive.